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Thoughts | Notes from the Slump

One-word summary: Liberating.

Embracing the fact that I’m in the midst of a reading slump has turned out to be one of the best things ever. (Well, not ever ever. Chocolate and evidence-based medicine definitely beat reading slump confessions.) Figuring out what my “meh” feeling was helped everything click into place.

What’s changed in my world over the past week?

1. I still feel outragelously “meh” about picking up a book … but I’m no longer beating myself up over it.

My brain had previously decided that it was VERY IMPORTANT for me to be reading 3+ books per week, and that anything less made me a VERY BAD PERSON. (Brains can be silly.) The world is a lot lighter when you don’t have those thoughts rushing around your head.

2. I’m letting myself dabble in books (or aspects of books) as inspiration hits.

I’ll pick a random book off my shelf and read it for 2 minutes. I’ll look at covers and fan art. I’ll read reviews. I’ll think of ways to re-organize my shelves at home for the millionth time.

3. I’m focusing on real life.

Without the guilt cloud, I’m better able to focus on things that need my attention. I’m checking-off things at work, and am participating in #ManuscriptMarch. (Be kind, science gods!) I’m slowly rehabilitating my sprained ankle. I’ve knit half a scarf.

4. I’ve checked my book-buying habit.

Book slump = Saving a ton of money

5. I’m visiting old friends.

Even though I don’t want to sit down with a physical book, my brain is craving adventure and excitement. Re-listening to old favourites seems to be working fine. Over the past two weeks, I’ve completed Strange the Dreamer and am half-way through A Court of Mist and Fury. I might try A Darker Shade of Magic or Jackaby next …

6. I’ve stopped blindly adding books to my TBR

Feeling “meh” about books is a great mental state to be in when contemplating your TBR. If a book isn’t amazing enough to spark joy (or a passing interest), it’s probably not worth the read.

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TBR | Down the Hole #36

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Ahh! Check it out! Today’s Down the TBR Hole sees book #200 on my TBR shelf. And … I’m now down to 862 books! I’ve cut over 100 books from my list since starting! – That’s almost a year of reading!

Moral of the story: The GoodReads barcode scanner is dangerous and easy to abuse.


Book #198: Quiet

8520610Synopsis: At least one-third of the people we know are introverts. They are the ones who prefer listening to speaking; who innovate and create but dislike self-promotion; who favor working on their own over working in teams. It is to introverts—Rosa Parks, Chopin, Dr. Seuss, Steve Wozniak—that we owe many of the great contributions to society. In Quiet, Susan Cain argues that we dramatically undervalue introverts and shows how much we lose in doing so. She charts the rise of the Extrovert Ideal throughout the twentieth century and explores how deeply it has come to permeate our culture. She also introduces us to successful introverts–from a witty, high-octane public speaker who recharges in solitude after his talks, to a record-breaking salesman who quietly taps into the power of questions. Passionately argued, superbly researched, and filled with indelible stories of real people, Quiet has the power to permanently change how we see introverts and, equally important, how they see themselves.

Thoughts: Introvert power!

Decision: KEEP!


Book #199: Flowers for Algernon

18881450Synopsis: Charlie Gordon, IQ 68, is a floor sweeper, and the gentle butt of everyone’s jokes, until an experiment in the enhancement of human intelligence turns him into a genius. But then Algernon, the mouse whose triumphal experimental transformation preceded his, fades and dies, and Charlie has to face the possibility that his salvation was only temporary.

Thoughts: While intellectulal disability is different than Autism … The New York Times reported on an experimental treatment for ASD several years back. It’s an interesting concept.

Decision: KEEP


Book #200: The Invisible Library

21416690Synopsis: Irene is a professional spy for the mysterious Library, which harvests fiction from different realities. And along with her enigmatic assistant Kai, she’s posted to an alternative London. Their mission – to retrieve a dangerous book. But when they arrive, it’s already been stolen. London’s underground factions seem prepared to fight to the very death to find her book. Adding to the jeopardy, this world is chaos-infested – the laws of nature bent to allow supernatural creatures and unpredictable magic. Irene’s new assistant is also hiding secrets of his own.
Soon, she’s up to her eyebrows in a heady mix of danger, clues and secret societies. Yet failure is not an option – the nature of reality itself is at stake.

Thoughts: Sci-fi + Magic + Bookish goodness

Decision: KEEP


Book #201: The Prince

22571595. sy475 Synopsis: As a diplomat in turbulent fifteenth-century Florence, Niccolò Machiavelli knew how quickly political fortunes could rise and fall. The Prince, his tough-minded, pragmatic handbook on how power really works, made his name notorious and has remained controversial ever since. How can a leader be strong and decisive, yet still inspire loyalty in his followers? When is it necessary to break the rules? Is it better to be feared than loved? Examining regimes and their rulers the world over and throughout history, from Roman Emperors to renaissance Popes, from Hannibal to Cesare di Borgia, Machievalli answers all these questions in a work of realpolitik that still has shrewd political lessons for today.

Thoughts: Purchased a few years ago, during my (short-lived) bid to read Martin Seymour-Smith’s list of the 100 most influential books in history. I’ve since abandoned the quest … But, I suppose this is a classic worth reading.

Decision: KEEP


Book #202: The Body Keeps The Score

18693771Synopsis: Trauma is a fact of life. Veterans and their families deal with the painful aftermath of combat; one in five Americans has been molested; one in four grew up with alcoholics; one in three couples have engaged in physical violence. Such experiences inevitably leave traces on minds, emotions, and even on biology. Sadly, trauma sufferers frequently pass on their stress to their partners and children. Renowned trauma expert Bessel van der Kolk has spent over three decades working with survivors. In The Body Keeps the Score, he transforms our understanding of traumatic stress, revealing how it literally rearranges the brain’s wiring—specifically areas dedicated to pleasure, engagement, control, and trust. He shows how these areas can be reactivated through innovative treatments including neurofeedback, mindfulness techniques, play, yoga, and other therapies. Based on Dr. van der Kolk’s own research and that of other leading specialists, The Body Keeps the Score offers proven alternatives to drugs and talk therapy—and a way to reclaim lives.

Thoughts: Highly recommended by one of my mentors … and sitting on my shelf, waiting to be read.

Decision: KEEP


Down the TBR Hole is a bookish meme created by Lia @Lost In A Story. Here’s how it works:

  • Go to your Goodreads to-read shelf
  • Order by Ascending Date Added
  • Take the first 5 (or 10, if you’re feeling adventurous) books. If you do this weekly, you start where you left off the last time.
  • Read the synopses of the books
  • Decide: keep it or let it go?